I'm so pissed... son of a B*TCH!!!
ok i just got out the nutrition store... i couldnt get in the u-turn lane so i had to go down a few lights and take a diffent road. Im waiting at a light in a residential area and out of the corner of my eye i see a runner. I knew who it was instantly. It was my ex... soon as i saw her i turned my head away. I didnt want her to see me or if she did, see me look. As i start to turn my head away i see her slow down and start looking. I take a peek in my rear view mirror and she turns her head around while running. She looked so good :(... she looks more muscular then ever. Her legs were bigger and more muscular then ChicOnSwole (sorry ChicOnSwole i just wanted to give them something to reference it to). Her calfs were ****ing awesome too. They always were, but she looked bigger and more cut. This ****ing sucks. Im so pissed! For one thing shes so ****ing hot and i miss sex with her. Next it sucks to see her in such good shape. Then it makes me feel like im not as good as her. **** all this retarded feelings at once. I had a panic attack when this took place. Im glad i added an extra 10weeks to my cycle. It ur eye ex mahahaa. If that wasnt motivation i dont know what is