Originally Posted by Elliot
I'm so dam worried about the rest of my life.. it at times keeps me up all night. i'm attempting pre med currently yet im scared ****less of not making it to med school. then if i don't wtf am i going to do? i go to a decent school even though i have much greater potential yet no $$ to act on it. im work in a ER and i love it so much that sometimes i go in just to hang out and look at procedures on incoming trumans, cardiac, etc. Speaking of work my supervisor is horrible she dislikes me for the simple fact that im a 19 year old white kid who seems to be spolied, yet she doesn't know about all the lost vacations i spent doing construction to have the money to seem "spolied". i cant leave my job since it pays me fifteen dollars an hour with no educational requierments and gives me medical/dental/optical insurance along with 2 weeks of vacation and holidays, on top of being around what i love to do. Im the youngest one at my job and i get a lot of shi.t for it on top of been taken advantage of. At times like these all i can think of is my ****ty ass 3.34 gpa and being a fuc.king looser for the rest of my pittyful life. i just had to get that out and being that its 4:17 am i dont want to wake people up.. thanks.
elliot..