hell you're talking to the master and no i'm in no way proud
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Originally Posted by 1badcamaro
so i'm a senior in college and a bunch of us are sitting on our porch. Well long story short, everyone goes to bed but me and one of my good girl friends of about 2 years. NEVER done anything with her b4 and never planned on it cause i have a girl of about a month now...........but i swear out of nowhere we're making out and it ends up in my room where she eventually gives me head........I took her home about 5:30 and had to be up at 8 for work but didnt sleep at all cause i feel so freakin guilty, and who calls first thing this morning to tell me she can't wait to see me tonight.........my girl. I know cheating happens all the time but i had to get this off my chest to someone cause we are the only two that know and wanna keep it that way.
If you've cheated before, how do you even attempt to deal with the whole guilty mind thing?
i have a severe problem with this and it is a terrible thing.IMO you have to look at yourself in the mirror(literally face yourself), take a deep look and either you are disgusted by your actions or you are not. that's it. if there is any hesitation, you may do it again.be honest with yourself.
i lost 10 years of my life because of it and it pains me everyday and will haunt me forever.
i know what you feel like if you sincerely would never do it again