Thinking About a Relationship
Talked to an old friend today. I used to hit it like 8 years ago. Pretty much just used her and broke her heart.
She's a good girl, has a great career (chemist, no lie), is pretty loyal, just wants a guy that wont screw her over, has seen me on both ends of the spectrum, sad and mad, the only problem is she isn't everything I like physically, shes cute, just a little short for my tastes (I like tall women). I love playing the field but in the 3rd decade of life I realize I am not getting any younger and how I don't have 10 kids and AIDS by now is a miracle with the whoring I have done in my day. Even after all of the history we had she still thinks the world of me.
My fear of committment comes from only having sex with one woman for the rest of my life. However I may be able to manage one day at a time.
So for former man whores now in relationships my question is......
Do you regret giving up playing the field?