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Make a long story short I was 22 years old and got a job at a huge bank called ABN AMRO www.mortgage.com I went in as a temp and after 6 months of busting my butt they hired me perm. as a Loan Officer. I was making almost 20k a month and by the time I was 23 years old I bought my first house, My beautiful dog, and tons of toys.. Well after a while the buisness started to get slow, and about 20 of us started looking, we found a job called Finance America doing wholesale loans, the salary is 50k plus commission which aint to bad.. Well I hate the job, I hate it so **** much. I hate waking up in the morning and cannot wait to get the hell out of here everyday. I was going to start my very first cycle this past monday ( After years of research ) but since I hate the job so much and dont do much production I know its only a matter of time before I get canned. I decided not to do the cycle yet, which is not a big deal at this point anyway. I want to be fresh when I start..Anyway about 15 of the 20 people who made the move to this company left already aswell. I have just been milking it for a while ( The salary which gets me by ) Well since Monday I have been searching hard for another job, I found a Mortgage brokage company 1 mile from my house ( 2 miles from the gym :) ) there are some great kicks with it, Labtop, cell phone, come and go as you please hours, wear what you want type job. The bad thing is its a HUGE risk, there is no salary, its only 100% commission. I have some reserves to last me a little bit, but I am stressin so bad on what to do. I mean I could see my self at this job, I know I will like it better and be happier there, but If I dont do good at it, I am gonna fall right on my face. Lose all of what I worked hard for. Sorry to rant guys, Just so depressed right now and don't want to be. I wanna have a happy job again. I just want to be happy :(