I am fu*cking mad/scared and depressed now
here is the deal, just found this out today from a lawyer ....
about 8 months ago i was in a car accident where my car rolled over one in a half times....I was alone in the car and obviously came out OK although at the junkyard everyone thought the driver died when friends showed up to start taking parts and personals off my car....
Anyway, as i said it was 8 months ago and now my lawers are getting ready to hand in all the MEDICAL BILLS from all the hospitals/physical therapy establishments and etc.... to other driver's insurance comp...
The juice of the story is that at the emergency room they were doing all types of X-rays and MRI.....what they have found in my brain was not relevent to the accident so the hospital did not inform me of what they have found, this being to their assumption it is not life threataning to an average person and it accured at birth.....
Basically I have a Lipoma right in the upper back of mine brain - This is the most common benign soft tissue tumor of adults. They are sometimes multiple and usually painless and asymptomatic. Malignant transformation is virtually never seen. --> (definition)
I have been on aas for a very long time, but Not HGH.....is there still a chance the tumer could grow and start inflicting pain?.....I cannot sleep and constantly think what may happen years from now. I don't have a doctor nor health insurance at the moment where i can pop in anytime to see a doctor with only $15 co-pay or call him......
does any1 know if brain tumors continue to grow with aas use.....This document from the hospital has fu*cked me up to the point where i just wanna give up on everything........