Have you ever heard limp bizcut break stuff
ya, i am kinda feeling like that today
straightup, i woke up on the wrong side of the god **** ****ing bed. today, i hate life, i feel worthless, i have to give a stupid speech today. its exam week. I want to kick sombodies ass, but i am just too tired. i got no sleep last night it tossed and turned and sweat my ass off. i just layed there unable to sleep. THeir is no testosterone running through my veins at all today. i am cutting. i feel like eating somthing that tasts good, but i cant. i am realy ****ing tired because my carbs are pretty depleted.
i have a ****ing headache that wont go away. This bull**** class i have to give a speech at is annoying and i dont wanna go. its a rediculouus work load and has very little impact in gpa.
This kid in my dorm is prancing around because he is happy. he is obsessed with the a show called the oc, its pretty rediculous. i want to beat him. i feel like absolute crap.
even though i have to give a speech today, my throat feels like hell. their is this gigantic ****ing lump in my throat that hurts like hell.
i look small and weak and flat. bloated and not as tight in the midsection.
i am really just straight up pissed off. at what, i really dont know.
in general, i hate life today. i said i want to kick sombodies ass today, but to tell you the truth, i would like getting punhced in the face right now. it seems like it would feel good. i could use a good ass beating. nothing major, no broken nose, but a good shot to the cheek or somthing, dont wanna loose any teeth, just need a good hit. know what i mean, probly not.
well, thanx for listening, i really dont mean to offend anyone who has it worse than me. because it is really not that bad, i am jus being a little bitch who has massive sand in his vagina.
it feels kind of theraputic
feel free to post about your bad day or whateever.
peace
