Mixed Feeling About My Ex driving me crazy
tonight i went out with my ex for dinner and hang out for a bit. This girls porbably the best gril i ever dated but im not good with relationships not mentioning this girls 2 high maintaince for my good. Now im on PCt right now n i don't know if it has anything with the way i feel but i feel like crazy jealousy to a point i can't get my mind off her not mentioning im a little buzzed. Man i didn't even like this girl that much but something is eating me inside, i don't know if its jealousy or envy or just plain lust. Man i have this f*uck up feeling thats like ****in killin me, im conteplating driving to the dudes house n let him know sup. We broke up about 3moth ago she was my longest relatinship which was like 9month. Man i don't know wtf is wrong with me man. Please help a brother out i feel like im gonna go freakin crazy guys. I have most strange feeling i know me n her were never meant to b, but wats with these emotions im goin though man i feel like im gonna just lose it. let me know if any of u experince these kinda of feeling or its just me thats F*cked up inside