ok long story short, i know some of you had "the one that got away" girlfriends.. you know the one you still think about every day for a long long time..well come to find out my ex just got accepted to the university that i work at for grad school. what makes this worse is the fact that she will be in the next **** building over.. i havent seen her in 2 years and honestly i dont know if i want to.. she has moved on and so have i but i still love this girl just as much as i did back then. she has a serious boyfriend that she wants to move here with.. we still email each other all the time but i really dont know how i would react when i see for the first time in 2 years.............this is going to be rough, i mean my heart has already sank into my bowels for god sakes!! i had to get this off my chest! sorry for boring the hell out of you guys but this is very serious to me.