This spring doesnt stop ****ing with me
I feel like totaly giving upp on everything now.
Today I got a letter from alfakassan(a place that gives unemployement cash)that I wont get any money.
I imidietly called them to se WTF is going on and the reason they cant give me money is that its in the rules that I have to either have finished my studies or aborted my studies. But since Im gonna resume my studies in september(I have had a break from it since june 2004) I cant get any unemployement money. Thats so ****ed upp. HOW THE **** DO THEY EVEN THINK?!?!?!?!?! Getting punished because I want to continue my studies??
I have tried to find a job for the summer to but to no luck. Nothing nowhere.
I have been searching for a job since february more or less. Struggling with my ****ing economy all along, have been forced to borrow lots of money from my friends to be able to ****ing buy food.
I have managed to save enough money to pay for the rent this month but thats it. When I have payed that I wont be able to afford any gymcard, no supplements, **** I wont even be able to aford food. The month after that I wont be able to pay rent either.
To make things worse my stomach katharr is back again and I cant afford any medicin for it and I also have a HUGE exam the 4th june that I HAVE TO pass to be able to continue my studies this fall ,but with all this shit going on how the **** am I gonna be able to concentrate.
Now Im gonna sound like a ****ing racist but if I had been a arab, russia, *insert any shithole country* imigrant I would have gotten cash imidietly. Its disgusting how easily imigrants get welfare while ****ing swedes cant get shit.
Piece of shit country with its ****ing idiotic rules that makes it ****ing impossible for regular ****ing people to ****ing survive. Not like I want to ****ing crawl and beg for that ****ing money anyway I would love to have a ****ing job but with this socialist piece of shit country unemplyoement is like 30+% and the social services goes to everyone except swedes.