the nice guys always finish last
well basically i have a shit load of venting to do. i asked my girl last night what would she do if she had to save either me or her x and she wouldn't answer the question. she says she still loves her x and always will just that she isn't 'in love' with him. and as of right now she isn't sure how she feels about me. she says she wants me in her life blah blah and that a year or two down the road she wants this and that blah blah and honestly i feel like every thing she says isn't genuine anymore. Im not sure if she actually cares nor appreciates what i have sacraficed and done for her. she has became a cold person since her break up with her x a year ago and most of hte time i think she doesn't give a ****. i am not sure what to do... i mean i'm falling for this girl and a part of me is saying why when i should be getting so much better treatment in return. but then when we're not fighting (which is often, she treats me like her king and caters to my every need) its fuct. like every relationship it has its moments and its a bumpy ride. i dunno what to do. but i think i should start paying less attention to her and to try and put some distance b/w us. b/c u never know what u've lost until its gone and i think she may need a wake up call?