Question for the ladies.....
Quick run down on it all.....
I've been with this girl now for over a year and it's been a bumpy ride. We were together for a couple of weeks and I found out that the girl I was seeing before her was about to lose her truck so I loaned her the money and I told my girl that I just loaned it to a friend. Next mistake.... we had been together for about a year and we were engaged and things were good except she was hardly home. Well someone I used to kinda see from the boards called me up and we had talked a few times before, anyways, she called me up and we talked for a couple of days. Well stupid me I never mentioned I was engaged or anything, not wanting anything from this girl except conversation. Well Liz found out and all hell broke loose, she gave me my ring back and was about to break up with me and have me and my kids move out. Well she forgave me and we worked through it, and I had to regain her trust. Well about a month ago she talked to my ex-wife and found out that I had exagerated a bit on some of my Navy stories about me in combat.... yeah I made up a few thigns to make the fighting and all more interesting. Well now she thinks of me as nothing short of a complete habitual liar...... we've been still living together awaiting for her desicion to stay with me or to call it quits. Well she goes from one minute of not being sure to wanting me to move out and maybe at a later time we can start dating again and back to her not sure how she feels. It's been very cold in the house, her not really talking to me and what not. So now I'm trying to be nice and just go about my day doing what I need to do and still doing nice things for her. But I'm getting very tired of all of this... I see it as being stupid. It's not like I cheated or hit her or anything or lied about everything from the get go. I told 3 stupid ass lies. I'll admit talking to the girl I used to see from the boards was a big no-no and I haven't done anything of the likes since. But she sees me as nothing short of dishonest and untrustworthy and just goes off at times. Is she over reacting or am I not seeing it as seriously as she is??? I'm at the point of saving up the money I need to get me and my kids out of here and telling her to **** off. I would like to still see her... I mean I love her and want to marry her one day, but I'm tired of it. Everytime our relationship is going good it's like she looks for something to make a big deal about and to call it quits. SO what do ya'll think of this big ****ing mess?
