Why do you guys want to get so big?
Why do you guys obsess over getting bigger and bigger, and looking better and better? Is it for girls? To intimidate other men? For pride? I never ask myself this..but every time im on that weight scale, im always hoping (and getting) a higher weight on there each time. As a matter of fact..there's no greater feeling than seeing that scale get into bigger and bigger numbers each day, as your body gets bigger and bigger...I think Arnold was right in his way...getting muscles is better than cumming...seriously man. I mean..dont you guys always flex into that mirror and just tell yourself "goddamn..im ****ing huge!" and just smile with contentment to yourself as you prepare your 7th meal? I mean...I love that ****ing feel of a 3rd 4 scoop protein shake just running down my windpipes and expanding into the muscles..
Bodybuilding is my drug...I get high off of it constantly...I am never satisfied with that I have...I desire more and more and more. I desire to get bigger and bigger and bigger...and im never happy with what I have. PLEASE TELL ME WHY I FUKING FEEL LIKE THIS GUYS! Is it some kind of body chemistry thing? Maybe some ego-gratification? I am rapidly climbing in weight. First it was 200 lbs this October, now it's 208 lbs as of today..natty. I plan to get up to 230 lbs natural, then juice at 230 up to 250, and be 250 lbsby June 22nd..and then what??? THEN WHAT??? IM GOING TO JUST KEEP GETTING BIGGER AND BIGGER!!!! MORE drugs..MORe fod..MORE harder training!! Goddamn...im scared of what im going to do to myself in the future. DO you guys feel the same way? Maybe I should see a Psychologist about this?
GODDAMN
Pleasure...Pain....cumming....
Now I know I can relate to you all, because I feel exactly the same as much as you guys do feel about your bodybuilding hobby...unfortunately except for Triposinator's reason...I have a small Weenie (It's about 6.75 erect) and my thighs are the biggest body part of my body...so that makes it look even smaller...but I dont care...I mean in about 5 years when I hit the 300lb class, It's going to be hiding away under all that bulk lol.
Another thing im addicted to besides just getting bigger and bigger..is the pain and intensity in the gym. I've learned to love the pain..and now my goal in the gym, is to have a more painful workout than last week's one. Talk about a 6 set dropset on the leg press machine with 6 second negatives and explosive reps, holding the contraction for 3 seconds, and then repeating. Oh god...that fawking burn is FANTASTIC! That nausea feeling of dizzy pleasure is the most beautiful thing I have ever felt in my 19 years of virgin life. But...the most greatest feeling in the world that I definitely compare to comming, is when im puking all over of the gym floor, on the verge of passing out, and crawling back on that leg presser machine FOR MORE! Goddamn..I need a quick fix right now..but im holding it off until later for when the regulars come to the gym so I can show off my hardcore workout. How do you guys cope with the pain? Do you derive pleasure from pain? Do you fight the pain? Or just ignore it all together? Remember...pain is what sets apart losers from champions....DONT EVER FAWKING FORGET THAT!