worse than sept 11 ...one of the worst things that can happen to you.....
imagine waking up in the morning...imagine not being able to to look at yourself...imagine telling yourself everyday that you are nobody...a loser and you are nothing compared to the man you used to be...imagine being 16 and saying that.....when i was 16 i was the same height i was now...5'4...all though out grammer school i got made fun of and never got the girls...i had few friends ...only my best friend adam....he was basically exaclly like me 5'4...and unpopular....me and adam graduated and got into the same all boys high school...freshman year we both got made fun of and beat the crap outa by 3 kids...i hated myself...i hated lookin at kids and feeling inferior...the first day of soph year adam came up to me and asked me...Tino you wanna do some juice? first i was like wtf adam we cant...im not a idiot...but that night i thought about it...i thought about the power and the body and everything that made it so appealing so i saved up my money for a month ( months paycheck) and gave to to adam...he got us a cycle of deca and test eth....i remember the work outs being tough , i remember seeing results in strenght in the first week...i remember saying wow i didnt know i had these muscles? man i was on a high cloud...12 weeks later i was 5'4 at 170 lbs...yes 170 lbs i was one big kid...but i was still fat...it didnt matter though...i went to the school gym and everytime me and adam took off our sweaters kids would go who the hell are those guys?! they are freakin huge...god those words were so great to hear...always made me happy...i got off...i lost quite a bit...i didnt know bout clomid...but i kept about 10 lbs....10 weeks later adam and me do a cycle of winstrol deca and clen...omg that cycle chisled me out...veins bulging...it was great...it was may...i was a soph and i went out a senior...i had the world on a string..or so i thought...i went away for the summer to italy....adam took a cycle of dianabol....july 15 i got the news from my aunt...adam was at a party...he was drunk and started a fight wit a guy who punched him...adam hit his head...he lay there and the guys didnt even help him...they cleaned the beer bottles and called the cops a hour later...i was so upset...everyday i thought i lost my friend...my brother...im alone...i went thru a year of doin nothin but gettin fat...often not eating...i lost everything.....im 19 now.......ive been hooked on juice for a long time guys...because of that stupid juice and because i was stupid and used it wrong i lost my best friend and myself...i stopped juicing only because i dont have a source and when i finally did i payed a outageous price for it because i have no self confidence without it...all you guys who are 17 or 16 or even 18 juice isnt a game...its not the drug to f*ck with because its not chemical addiction..theres no patch...no cure...you feel like you cant be a man without it and the juice made you who you are...i dont know if i wanna stop because if i do i cant look at me when i get off...it ruined my life...im gonna go get help though thanks to a very good friend of mine hes a super moderator on this forum...he helped me realize that i have a problem...its not a joke...may god help all of you who want to do it at a young age...dont screw up your lives like me guys...its not worth losing your identity...god bless