2 Years With The Same Girl - Today We Broke Up
I can't belive this shit. I've been with my girl for 2 years and the amount of crap and shit she put me through all came to an end today, pretty ugly too. What set it off was a number of things, mainly, she was too caught up in herself to respect other people, and could never admit that she fucked up. She couldn't change in the slightest way to make someone else happy and she had double standards when it came to me and her.
To be honest, I never messed up, but I stuck to it the whole 2 years, even after constantly being told by MY friends and HER family that I can do a lot better.
So today, maybe 20 minutes ago, we broke up and the last thing she said to me was "Maybe you can go find a girl who'll make you happier than I did! A girl who doesn't drink and a girl who hugs and kisses you!" And hung up.
Why she said that? Because I have strong feelings against drinking because of a lot of personal shit. I never stopped her from drinking because that's what she wants to do, but a week ago, she got hammered to the max and I had to pick her up and drop her off home. The thing about this is that we had huge fights about this before, and we both agreed she would be responsible, but she wasn't and didn't even bother to think about how I felt. What's worse is that a lot of people know that shouldn't and more than one person has said, "You don't drink at all Ronny? Why is your girl a drunk?" One fucker even had the balls to say he was gonna hit on her, needless to say we got in a scrap and I fucked him up real bad.
I just told you what you need to know and you guys don't even know ANYTHING yet about what she's done to me. Just had to let myself vent on something. The only thing that bothers me now is that 2 years of my life for what? And I don't think I'll be able to deal with seeing her with another guy.