affair,impotence,confusion,sex..oh my!
ok. i have asked workout Qs and steroid advice for over a year on here but if i could trade in all my Qs for this one i would.......Ok i have been with my GF for two years...last summer i met a woman who is 12 years older than me. Does the term M.I.L.F. mean anything to you. anyhow to save you all the bullshit.....a year ago we were "trying" to have sex but our timing was always bad blah blah i moved away but we kept in serious contact (everyday) ive moved back and things picked up like normal. She is married and has a child. she lives right down the street from me and i go see her all the time but HERES THE SHIT...everyweek we meet and drive out to the same hotel that is 40mins out of town we pick up some beer and we rooll around in bed lasughing and kissing a little cuddling and a little licking hehe.......anyhowi can't get my shit up!!!! im on a cycle right now and i have lost all my sex drive. But thats not the biggest problem. with my GF i can at least still get erections. Full ones too...but i have no drive.........with this woman i can't even get it up peroid.....last night whe was giving me oral sex and my soldier would not wake up. I think it is more than the cycle...i really do. i had this same issue last year when i wasn't juicing with her. Trust me there is nothing i want to do more than have sex with her but i just can't seem to put it all together. Whats going on? I wanted to cry last night on the way home. am i nervous? Is it the age? do i need viagra? shit i don't know but i really hope my AR family can help me with this......its not exactly i can just go ask anybody this right? :unsure: