Finally I have met someone that makes me very happy. She is everything I could ever imagine and more. She is totally against any drugs and I want to do another cycle but I am really scared of her leaving if she finds out. Should I do it and just pull off alot of protein shakes in front of her and pull out the ol' tub of creatine so if she ever asks I can blame it on that ? I just dont want to lose my dick and have her wonder why... I hate being a liar. Any suggestions? Thanks, Henry