On a scale of 1-10...how much of an asshole am I.
So heres the story,
I went out with this girl for about a year and a half, anyhow we broke up about two and a half years ago. Well we broke up for B.S. reasons and both carried some feelings for each other and two weeks ago we decided to give it another chance. Well I'm unsure if the feelings are still there and i think it is becuase im a shallow asshole. Back when we dated before she was amazingly gorgeous, took care of herself, would push me to run harder and longer. Well as of today she looks like she gained more than a couple pounds and i dont think i can seriously start a relationship with her because of it. It makes me sick to think im this shallow but my views have changed about allot of things in the past few years....in fact me from four years ago would have kicked me of todays ass, or at least givin it one hell of a shot. But today while i was eating my dinner of chicken breast and a can of tuna she scarfed down a large popcorn chicken and 2 beers from KFC, the whole time i wanted to yell at her to ****in quit. Man i need some advice bros....
and to top it all off, this girl i've been tryin to date for the last year called me up the other night and says shes comin down her wed,thurs, and fri and wants to hang out all week. Why do they always wait until the ****tiest time....dammit.
On the plus side....next cycle starts in three weeks....im gonna be a ****in ripped up 200 pounds mfer....hopefully..