Fight

**DocHoliday** · 01-11-2004, 01:53 AM

So I was going to vent and rave about this crappy arse fight I got into tonight. Instead of being biased and stating my argument, I just want to express the feelings I had.

I will admit that he had the upper hand the entire time.

I am calmer now. I really would have never stopped, no matter how hurt, until I knew this kid couldn’t hurt me anymore. I would have gone until I breathed fire. Until I could not blink. Until I knew he couldn’t move. Until I knew he couldn’t hurt me.

I would have ripped down the walls he lived in and bled him from pride. Torn him away from his feeling of security from false friends.

I want to destroy him. Leave him left to understand that life is too short too dabble in minutia and discrepancies. I wanted to become irony. I wanted to show him the wrath that can come from dabbling in minutia discrepancies.

I wanted to become vengence. Against all of his security, break him down.

I wanted to bring us both to zero and show him his life with nothing.

I wanted to beat a man so badly I fear I would have enjoyed it.

**RUDY-14** · 01-11-2004, 01:55 AM

intense **** man...whenever i get into tilts i snap like that too...i havetrouble breathing i get so f'in mad

**hoss827** · 01-11-2004, 01:56 AM

I've felt that way once towards someone....the guy that's dislocated my shoulder because he wanted to show off and shyt like he always did....dumbass ****up is what he was....

I hope the little **** dies...and I mean that. I hope he dies in the most horrible way...

I hope he is castrated with a rusty spoon...

Anyway....good job with the anger management..what caused this fight anyway bro?

**palme** · 01-11-2004, 02:05 AM

So you lost the fight?

**BDTR** · 01-11-2004, 02:07 AM

How did you manage to write a story about a fight and make it sound like a trashy romance novel? Thats the question.

**RUDY-14** · 01-11-2004, 02:08 AM

lol...funny sh it bdtr

**scottninpo** · 01-11-2004, 02:10 AM

Originally Posted by bdtr

How did you manage to write a story about a fight and make it sound like a trashy romance novel? Thats the question.

haha, the spirit of Jake LaMotta with the soul of Longfellow

**Ammar** · 01-11-2004, 02:15 AM

Why did you guys fight?? and did you lose?

**DocHoliday** · 01-11-2004, 02:23 AM

Uhh.

Yes I lost the fight………non of us bled…so…..

I’m corny BDTR

It’s cool. I’ll have my face off with him. I’ll have my smirking revenge. Spit in his ****ing face, the cock sucker.

**ironfist** · 01-11-2004, 02:52 AM

Originally Posted by DocHoliday

Uhh.

Yes I lost the fight………non of us bled…so…..

I’m corny BDTR

It’s cool. I’ll have my face off with him. I’ll have my smirking revenge. Spit in his ****ing face, the cock sucker.

Why would you want to confront him again? Isn't one assbeating enough?

**DocHoliday** · 01-11-2004, 03:24 AM

Ahhh Iron, my a ss wasn’t beat.

Fawk this kid. I’ll murder the chump. I have a welt on my forehead that’s it.

**ironfist** · 01-11-2004, 03:31 AM

Originally Posted by DocHoliday

Ahhh Iron, my a ss wasn’t beat.

Fawk this kid. I’ll murder the chump. I have a welt on my forehead that’s it.

Ok, so what the hell happened in the fight that neighor one of you got hurt? You throw puches at the same time and knock each other out? You both just give up and call a temporary truce? I don't get it, once someone tries to hit me and one of my friends I won't stop til all the bodies hit the floor...

**BDTR** · 01-11-2004, 03:34 AM

Yeah, ive never been in a fight where one person wasn't either unconcious or in handcuffs. How do you stop a fight without some blood?

**DocHoliday** · 01-11-2004, 03:52 AM

Cops.

Two shots to his face from me, a few blows to my head and then we hit the snow.

He was on top, would have ripped his adam’s apple out. We got separated by bouncers and I quickly cleared my head as I saw cop cars. I’ve been arrested a few times and I cannot afford to be kicked out of college. I walked home furious.

Doc

**DocHoliday** · 01-11-2004, 03:55 AM

Either way, I feel like a chump.

I just want to bust his knee, jab his throat and go to town on his limp body.

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 03:59 AM

Originally Posted by DocHoliday

So I was going to vent and rave about this crappy arse fight I got into tonight. Instead of being biased and stating my argument, I just want to express the feelings I had.

I will admit that he had the upper hand the entire time.

I am calmer now. I really would have never stopped, no matter how hurt, until I knew this kid couldn’t hurt me anymore. I would have gone until I breathed fire. Until I could not blink. Until I knew he couldn’t move. Until I knew he couldn’t hurt me.

I would have ripped down the walls he lived in and bled him from pride. Torn him away from his feeling of security from false friends.

I want to destroy him. Leave him left to understand that life is too short too dabble in minutia and discrepancies. I wanted to become irony. I wanted to show him the wrath that can come from dabbling in minutia discrepancies.

I wanted to become vengence. Against all of his security, break him down.

I wanted to bring us both to zero and show him his life with nothing.

I wanted to beat a man so badly I fear I would have enjoyed it.

Mmmmmm............ Yea right.

**DocHoliday** · 01-11-2004, 04:07 AM

Originally Posted by Bouncer AKA bouncer

Mmmmmm............ Yea right.

What?

Are you serious bouncer?

I’m out.

**monster.** · 01-11-2004, 04:11 AM

Bro, He has it coming... Never ever second guess yourself... I feel like i don't fight when i fight, Cause i can't remember **** that happened, I only hear about it... Something swithes off and the adrenaline is running my system, and i just focus... I had a $hitty night too, all the best...

**chicamahomico** · 01-11-2004, 05:24 AM

Originally Posted by DocHoliday

Either way, I feel like a chump.

No flame, but if you feel like a chump it's probably because deep down you believe you didn't handle the situation the way you should have.

Originally Posted by DocHoliday

So I was going to vent and rave about this crappy arse fight I got into tonight. Instead of being biased and stating my argument, I just want to express the feelings I had.

I will admit that he had the upper hand the entire time.

I am calmer now. I really would have never stopped, no matter how hurt, until I knew this kid couldn’t hurt me anymore. I would have gone until I breathed fire. Until I could not blink. Until I knew he couldn’t move. Until I knew he couldn’t hurt me.

I would have ripped down the walls he lived in and bled him from pride. Torn him away from his feeling of security from false friends.

I want to destroy him. Leave him left to understand that life is too short too dabble in minutia and discrepancies. I wanted to become irony. I wanted to show him the wrath that can come from dabbling in minutia discrepancies.

I wanted to become vengence. Against all of his security, break him down.

I wanted to bring us both to zero and show him his life with nothing.

I wanted to beat a man so badly I fear I would have enjoyed it.

I never understand why some people insist on glorifying fighting. A fight is just a fight.....leave it at that, nothing more needs to be said.

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 05:31 AM

Originally Posted by DocHoliday

What?

Are you serious bouncer?

I’m out.

Nah, listen. Your looking too much into it. Don't hold onto that sh*t. It can be tough if your not a fighter and then go through crap like that, but those feelings will go if you just let them run their course. A fight is a shocking experience for the vast majority of people, and I apologise if I appear insensitive to your feelings.
If they persist, and don't laugh at this. See the doc, after an experience like that its natural to suffer some post traumatic stress and some people are better equipt to deal with this stuff than others.
Best of luck.

**palme** · 01-11-2004, 05:34 AM

Are you serius bouncer? People get stressed out cause they been in a fight!?

**chicamahomico** · 01-11-2004, 05:50 AM

Originally Posted by palme

Are you serius bouncer? People get stressed out cause they been in a fight!?

palm, people can go into a mild form of shock or post traumatic stress disorder(sp?). You have to remember when most people get into a fight they are fighting for their lives in their mind. A fight is not something most people experience or even see on a regular basis.

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 05:51 AM

Originally Posted by palme

Are you serius bouncer? People get stressed out cause they been in a fight!?

Yeah, some people actually do.... In a moment of 'assholeness' (Like that word?, lol ) I assumed this was another "I bet his ass fight thread" which, frankly, make me want to puke around here. But the guy did have a traumatic experience that no one, especially not an adult out minding his/her own business should suffer. If writing about it here like this helps him off load it so much the better and I shouldn't have taken his thread so lightly.

**palme** · 01-11-2004, 05:59 AM

D4mn...ive never thought about it that way. But im trained for it.

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 06:16 AM

Originally Posted by palme

D4mn...ive never thought about it that way. But im trained for it.

Soldier's train to go into combat too, on a much higher level than you will ever do in competition and yet thousends continue to experience Post Traumatic Stress Disorder'.

**palme** · 01-11-2004, 06:25 AM

I knew you were going to say that bro!

There is a big difference in being in a fistfight and having bullets and grenades shoot at you im sure...

**BDTR** · 01-11-2004, 06:26 AM

Not really.... especially if you tend to fight people who shoot you.

Originally Posted by palme

I knew you were going to say that bro!

There is a big difference in being in a fistfight and having bullets and grenades shoot at you im sure...

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 06:27 AM

Originally Posted by palme

I knew you were going to say that bro!

There is a big difference in being in a fistfight and having bullets and grenades shoot at you im sure...

Not if you believe the assailant is going to kill you with his fists.

**palme** · 01-11-2004, 06:35 AM

Originally Posted by bdtr

Not really.... especially if you tend to fight people who shoot you.

LOL

Ok bouncer, i meant a fight in the ring. But ok.

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 07:16 AM

Have you been beaten around the ring Palme ?

**hoss827** · 01-11-2004, 09:19 AM

Originally Posted by ironfist

Why would you want to confront him again? Isn't one assbeating enough?

Ouch...

**Devourer** · 01-11-2004, 09:21 AM

Originally Posted by bdtr

Not really.... especially if you tend to fight people who shoot you.

LMAO. did you really get a screwdriver in the lungs?

**hoss827** · 01-11-2004, 09:23 AM

@bdtr.....****, what's the bullet count now bro?

**palme** · 01-11-2004, 09:37 AM

Originally Posted by Bouncer AKA bouncer

Have you been beaten around the ring Palme ?

Not sure what that means bro

You gotto excuse me my tooth is hurting and im on painkillers so im very tierd atm.

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 09:40 AM

Originally Posted by palme

Not sure what that means bro

You gotto excuse me my tooth is hurting and im on painkillers so im very tierd atm.

I bet someone here gets the punch line (pardon the pun)..

Sorry to hear about the tooth. If your stuck, try to get either 'oil of cloves' and apply it to the tooth or get a whole clove and suck on it around the tooth. Their a natural pain killer for tooth aches. You have my heart felt symphaty mate.

**palme** · 01-11-2004, 09:48 AM

Hehe d4mn! Thanks for the advice bro.

**DocHoliday** · 01-11-2004, 10:29 AM

I’m not a fighter so you’re right, I was flustered.

I wasn’t really that shaky after though how adrenaline can make you. I’ve slept it off.

Bouncer,

I didn’t like what you said, but thank you for clearing that up.

You can learn how and where to punch, how and where to kick, you can train and do what you want, but nothing can prepare you to fight then to actually fight. You have to be used to that environment to think straight. I wasn’t thinking straight.

I’m not bdtr (assuming you are a fighter) I’m not palme, I’m not a fighter.

I’m a corny ass kid who writes like I’m creating a trashy romance novel.

Doc

**darmadoc** · 01-11-2004, 11:01 AM

Well, I'll be the designated pacifist here. Maybe it's because I'm 47, and I'm afraid I'll break my hip every time I get out of the shower; I think it's OK to not like to fight. It follows that you're going to be messed up mentally afterwards. If you seriously hurt someone you may feel bad, if you get seriously hurt you will surely feel bad-and either has a good chance of happening.

**BOUNCER** · 01-11-2004, 11:36 AM

Well Doc I'm not sure if you remember my old avatar. But I'm a kickboxer, and a competative one too. But like I said earlier, even that doesn't prepare you for the violence of a street fight. And there's nothing wrong in saying that your not a fighter, most people aren't and its nothing to be ashamed of either. In fact, if I'm asked whats the best form of self defence 99% of the time I'll say "RUN". Most people have one of two instincts when faced with danger 'fight or flight'. Again 99% of the time flight will take you away from the danger.
I'm glad to hear your feeling alittle better over the assault but don't be surprised if the same symptoms surface again over the next few days. In fact, my brother is like you. He's not a fighter and has been assaulted a few times and I've had to talk him through these feelings. My other brother is a bouncer like me and wouldn't think twice about ripping the heart out of someone.
You know, in fact this thread is a welcome change from the usual krap around when the kids start posting their b/s fighting stories when most couldn't kick sh*t off a rope.
Take care.