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    I have made up my mind

    So Iíve made up my mind.

    For those not tuned in. Iím a 20yr old dumbass. I miss a beautiful girl whom I was in love with.

    So the story goes: I left her to have fun.

    So I write an AR Lounge thread ďI Think I Miss Her.Ē Of course I miss her. If I didnít I wouldnít have written the forsaken thread.

    I make the call. ďHey *name* what aaaaaaaaaaaaaaare youuuuuuuu doing?Ē Nonchalant. Thatís me.

    Blazay blazay. Bamn, she asks ďwhatís on your mind?Ē Blunt. Keep in mind, this kind of question, bluntness, is uncharacteristic of her and caught me rather off guard. I tell her. I miss her.

    The ball isnít rolling.

    Itís like when you want to make a snowman. You need the snow to start packing. Even in packy snow, the start up ball youíre rolling may crumble. Yeah, this start up ball was crumbling. Mayday!

    I keep starting a new ball I hope will not crumble and lead to my base. I finally get there.

    Iím going to Las Vegas tomorrow. As I have written another thread in the AR Lounge ďVegas.Ē The extent to which I allot myself ďgratitudinalĒ services is having my face planted in some titties.

    She knows this. I know this. I still donít want to come back with any STDís. Or worseÖ.MARRIED.

    So itís a few hours now, before I leave for Vegas. Iím excited. Still, I am not faltered in my decision.

    What decision? Iím going to give this girl my all. Iím 20 years old. Why am I doing this? Because I feel itís right. I more than miss her. I love this broad. HA.

    BDTRÖif you read this, say something mean, say something about me sounding like a trashy romance novel.

    KeyMastur, say how Iím a fool. Say that Iím too young.

    Clockworks, say how you understand, how you feel lost.

    Groverman, say how you love your wife.
    DaBullÖÖÖsayÖ..man just change your avatar.

    956vette say CHEESE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

    I hope all yaíll smiling, cause Iím a happy FOCKER right now.

    Where does your happiness come from?

    Doc

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    Iím going to add a sappy poem. I donít give a flippin fuk what yaíll think. I want to post it. So read it if you mayÖ

    Shame on you if you laughÖyou silly bastards.


    About Time For This

    So itís just about time for this
    You lie, you laugh, but you reminisce
    This was just a matter of fate
    Youíll go on, youíll begin to date
    Itís not so hard, it wasnít so bad.
    Still itís hard for me to feel glad
    Itís not that I know how I feel
    Though time will help me heal
    Iím not all too hurt, or even broken
    Just dazed and confused; Iíve fallen.

    So itís just about time for this
    I had always prayed for this bliss
    When it came, I wasnít ready
    Not to be expected, not so early
    Iím better off this way anyway
    Life goes on, tomorrowís another day.
    Still I dwell, and still I wonder
    Was my head the source of blunder?
    Iíve never felt so nervously sick
    Anxiety from loosing a single chic

    So itís just about time for this
    You finally feel passion in a kiss
    Those big brown eyes when she stared
    Not knowing how much she really cared
    Denying the freedom of my heart
    It was bound to end from the start
    Itís too late, and yet much too soon
    Iím too young, an oafish goon
    To say I want her back once more
    To say I miss her and how much I adore

    So itís just about time for this
    The timing is off, and Iím amiss
    About the things I should say
    About the certainty of the next day
    Thatís the problem with seeing
    Thereís no room left for feeling
    Who wants to be left behind?
    We all know that life is unkind.
    So I use my head once more
    And try not to think of her anymore.

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    Your a good guy doc,have fun in vegas and make sure you hit the bunny ranches,that;s a must.Come back with a good attitude and try to get things going again with this girl your crazy about..Have fun bro

    DB

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    Have fun and be careful, bro! And say hello to some of those titties for me, will ya .

    Sym

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    Quote Originally Posted by Da Bull
    Your a good guy doc,have fun in vegas and make sure you hit the bunny ranches,that;s a must.Come back with a good attitude and try to get things going again with this girl your crazy about..Have fun bro

    DB
    Couldnt ahvre saids it bvetter
    ! too fudkced up now....party balsls!!!@WQ

    Id blove you DOc!

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    Quote Originally Posted by Da Bull
    Your a good guy doc,have fun in vegas and make sure you hit the bunny ranches,that;s a must.Come back with a good attitude and try to get things going again with this girl your crazy about..Have fun bro

    DB
    Right on the money. Have a great time...and best of luck with the girl...

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    Well hell, I dunno what to say except congrats! Best of luck bro, lemme know how it goes.

    --Hoss

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    Doc, you worry me with the poem!

    Hey you don't even need to go to the ranch in Vegass! Tellin' you bro! It's hot "**** hot!" you will have a f"n badassed time bro!

    Also, if it feel right go with it... you dont' want regrets later on inlife!

    SID

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    Doc is the wrong place to hook up. Are you sure it's not the clomid talking? LOL

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    Quote Originally Posted by 956Vette
    Couldnt ahvre saids it bvetter
    ! too fudkced up now....party balsls!!!@WQ

    Id blove you DOc!
    VetteÖ.

    LMAOÖ.lol. Ahhh man, I know dude, I know. School started back up. LOL!!! Kegger this weekend? ďParty balsls!!!@WQ?Ē


    Groverman. It is not the dang clomid. LOL.

    HEYYYÖI LIKED THE POEM.

    Thanks guys.

    Iím gonna go nuts in Vegas. Wild out. But stay controlled, if you know what I mean.


    Doc

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    Jeez you keep this mushy stuff up and i just might be forced to ban you lol

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    Hey Doc, I don't know you personally, but I know what your going through. I hope you have fun and good luck in the future with her and anything you do.

    Pat

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    Quote Originally Posted by Full Intensity
    Jeez you keep this mushy stuff up and i just might be forced to ban you lol
    LOL. Ok, alright, Iíve said my mushy peace.

    Daman,

    You know whatís funny. I think at least. How people view me, what kind of kid I am, on AR is NOT ANYTHING What Iím like in character. Yeah I do say these types of things, yeah I write poems and say sincere and pansy type stuff.

    Itís a part of me, but I show this side of me more on AR. The more caring respectful side.

    In character, Iím a nut case. Iím wild. Strangest, funnest kid youíd ever meet and then wonderÖwhy am I friends with this nut case? Heís weird.


    So Iím talking to her now. I want to talk to her in person, itís better that way.

    Instead of getting all mushy blazay blazay, Iíll just let yall know with a or a

    Doc

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    lmao! Whatever u do the best of luck bro but you're still young so u best still be pimpin till the day your married! You'll regret it afterwards trust me...What they don't know don't hurt them

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    Quote Originally Posted by Full Intensity
    lmao! Whatever u do the best of luck bro but you're still young so u best still be pimpin till the day your married! You'll regret it afterwards trust me...What they don't know don't hurt them
    Or just do like I do........Keep on pimpin after your married

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    Iím suave. Itís all good.

    I may play my games, but for now, sheís all I need. I may see how far and if I can bag some chics up, but Iíd never pull through.

    Doc

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    Doc all I have to say is ya got more ballz that most here telling us how ya feel. One day you'll meet someone who will like you poems.

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    Quote Originally Posted by groverman1
    Doc all I have to say is ya got more ballz that most here telling us how ya feel. One day you'll meet someone who will like you poems.
    I got HUGE nuts mang!!!!!!!!!!!!


    HUGE
    Iím back in NY, lets see how things move.

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    Itís not going so great. I feel ridiculous and trampled.

    Itís time for bed.

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    You write like a gay prostitute writing out a reciept for a handjob and spooning.

    Quote Originally Posted by DocHoliday
    BDTRÖif you read this, say something mean, say something about me sounding like a trashy romance novel.

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    very well written bdtr

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    haha, LMAO

    I'm laughing at you making fun of me...all in good fun..

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    Quote Originally Posted by mass junkie
    Or just do like I do........Keep on pimpin after your married

    ~ such a playa ~

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