Need something to get my mind off...

**DADDYDBOL** · 02-02-2004, 04:54 PM

We need an AR personal pages. Angela's gone. She packed all her stuff and left last nite. I am sooo depressed. I knew this would happen with her being so young but I still can't believe she is gone. I have sat here all day staring at this screen and haven't done 10 minutes of work all day. The only way to get one girl off your mind is get a new one. I don't mean to sound bad but you guys know what I mean, the quickest way to get over one is to get a new one. Does this even make sense? I am dreading going home, no one is there. I have tried calling her all day and her cell says its been turned off, I am thinking of going up to San Marcos tonite. This really sucks.

**mass junkie** · 02-02-2004, 04:55 PM

I hear ya bro......open the Phone book and let your fingers do the walking to the letter E for Escort

**DADDYDBOL** · 02-02-2004, 04:57 PM

Originally Posted by mass junkie

I hear ya bro......open the Phone book and let your fingers do the walking to the letter E for Escort

I keep thinking why not? My luck I would fall in love with some....

**mass junkie** · 02-02-2004, 04:59 PM

Originally Posted by DADDYDBOL

I keep thinking why not? My luck I would fall in love with some....

Lmao....thats hilarious bro....at least you still have your sence of humor.....much luck to ya bro.....Do you know my ol buddy Jim Beam? hes a good bro to talk to when the times are rough

**BOUNCER** · 02-02-2004, 05:04 PM

Welcome to my fcuking night tonight. Sitting here thinking about someone I had to lose and looking at my wife with utter comtempt. And wishing I hadn't to walk to the kitchen for the bottle of whiskey after my last Guinness in 5 minutes. Oh yeah, and the hangover I know I'll be suffering tomorrow. but it might be worth it tonight.

I hate this fcuking life sometimes.

**scottninpo** · 02-02-2004, 05:05 PM

Originally Posted by Bouncer AKA bouncer

Welcome to my fcuking night tonight. Sitting here thinking about someone I had to lose and looking at my wife with utter comtempt. And wishing I hadn't to walk to the kitchen for the bottle of whiskey after my last Guinness in 5 minutes. Oh yeah, and the hangover I know I'll be suffering tomorrow. but it might be worth it tonight.

I hate this fcuking life sometimes.

jesus christ, thank god i'm still single!

**hoss827** · 02-02-2004, 05:05 PM

Originally Posted by mass junkie

Lmao....thats hilarious bro....at least you still have your sence of humor.....much luck to ya bro.....Do you know my ol buddy Jim Beam? hes a good bro to talk to when the times are rough

The russian buddy of mine Mr. Vodka is always nice too...Sorry about your tough time bro, things will get better!

--Hoss

**Da Bull** · 02-02-2004, 05:08 PM

LMAO@ bouncer

**DADDYDBOL** · 02-02-2004, 05:08 PM

Originally Posted by mass junkie

Lmao....thats hilarious bro....at least you still have your sence of humor.....much luck to ya bro.....Do you know my ol buddy Jim Beam? hes a good bro to talk to when the times are rough

I think I am going to go. The last thing I told her last nite was that she is stupid and that if she left I wouldn't be here when she comes back. The whole thing is that she is going back to school and will be living in the same complex as her ex. It shouldn't bother me since we always said we weren't together but last nite I acted a fool, my real feelings came out. I was seeing her behind her boyfriends back and I know he has it in for me, I can't compete with him anyway, I never thought I would be too old. I was sort of the older guy that could always take care of her where her boy is her age and this really really sucks. She's been living with me for almost 3 months, I so love her, God this sucks.........

**Devourer** · 02-02-2004, 05:17 PM

just keep your head up bro

**DADDYDBOL** · 02-02-2004, 05:21 PM

OK I am going on a road trip. I just have to get things settled, last nite I was an idiot and wouldn't even let her talk. I never made a commitment because I knew she would leave one day. Its as much my fault because after talking to her mom she told me that she called her 3 times today crying. What do I do? Theres 7 years differnce in our age, I'm 27. Is it worth chasing and waiting at home at nite wondering where your girl is as you think about what you were doing at 3am when you were in college? Thats what I'm scared of, I know what its like to sit at home wondering where someone is and not being able to go to sleep until the call. Am I to old to be doing all this **** over again? It makes my stomach hurt.

**DADDYDBOL** · 02-02-2004, 05:25 PM

Hey guys thanks and I will log on tonite (early am) and let yall know what happens. I have this feeling that I won't like where I find her but I haven't eaten all day and didn't sleep last nite so wtf? I am 27, work 8-5 and have nothing better in my life than to chase a girl that can't even buy a beer half way across Texas. I guess I am as stupid as I look. At least when I was 21 I didn't know how stupid this was.

**TheHillsHaveEyes13** · 02-02-2004, 07:36 PM

Dude, I so know where you are ****ing coming from...Im in a similar boat. Nothing can **** a mans head up worse than a female...hit the weights extra hard to release the aggresion...keep your head on as straight as possible man.

**Commando_Barbi** · 02-02-2004, 07:46 PM

Will be thinking about you Daddy. I know how you feel.

Hugs

C.B.

**Stea7jjdyEddie** · 02-02-2004, 08:04 PM

DADDYDBOl...........I was in your situation and you are totally right it hurts at first......and it will always hurt......the only way to ease the pain is to get a new woman in your life........easier said then done!!! When all else fails......................go to RIO DE JENERIO..........that will ease your mind, body and soul!!!!!!!!!! Good luck bro where are all here for you!

Peace.......

Steadyyyyyyyyyyyyy........

**bornbad71** · 02-02-2004, 08:13 PM

Bro keep your head up.....if it's meant to be then y'all will get thru this....so u let your true feels out, maybe u should have done that earlier, and u hurt her feelings(hell we have all hurt someone we love feels at some point).....the best way to stay together is to communucate with eachother......I learned that the hard way.......but u need to do what u think is best for u.......good luck.