Just saw my ex at the bar :-(
I went out with my buddys tonight just to get out of the house (to a bar/club). I happen to be friends with my EX's brother. So i was there with him. He tells me that his sister is here with her friends too. I see her come in the door... i didnt know what to do. I felt like i was going to have a nervous break down or something. My heart was going a mile a min. So i head to the bar and slam down 5 beers. I keep seeing and watching her. I didnt say anything for like an hour and a half. Finally i go up to her and she acts all pissed off... i said stop and just gave her a hug. She hugs me back so hard. But tells me shes gotta stop because its making her friend feel weird. So she comes back in a few and starts talking about work and what not. Then says shes leaving and asks me to walk her to her car. I do and we talk alittle more. Then hug and kiss. Later in the night she calls me twice and is waiting online when i get home.
I havent seen here in like 2 months and we were together for 2 years with plans of getting married. Im so heart broken... what can i do? Its really screwing with every part of my life. I miss her more then anything :(
Sorry if this is stupid.... i got no one to talk to at 3:25am