anybody else feel that, sometimes the only friend you need is the barbell?
for the past almost 8 years now ive learned that, friends, girlfriends, alcoholic beverages, and smoking weed are all a waste of time. throughout school and high school i was 1 of those kids who were very popular, but i see no reason to be anymore. i have friends now who sometimes go with me to the gym when i need good spots, other than that ive neglected women in my life untill i get married.
in our lives however, we need something, some sort of "get away" or "hobby" to keep us occupied so we dont go mad. most of us on here have picked up the good ole barbell.ofcourse there will be times, where my buddys will ask me if i wanna go dirtbiking or jetskiing and ya i wont turn them down, but if i were to never see any of my friends again i would only be happier.only then will i be able to pay 100% concentration to dieting/sleeping/training.it was my goal 8 years ago to benchpress 4 plates. now that ive passed that ive been willing to dedicate every second of the day, to trying to benchpress 5- and look good doing it.
now that ive incorporated drugs into my life along with eating/sleeping/training, ive only gotten more serious. my family think sometimes thinks that i was born only to do 1 thing, and thats to workout and eat everything in site.i like when i go to the gym and people watch me train, it only makes me feel better that everything ive been doing is paying off. it feels like your on top of the world when your the strongest person in the gym that night. every1 wants to get out of your way y`know?
maybe im going insane, or maybe its just my mentality? does anyone else feel that training is becoming the most important thing in there life?
