advice needed - want to get back into it, but scared...
its been a long time since i posted or crusied AR...but steriods are addictive...
anyways here's my story:
did tren/prop/nolva, followed by clomid. got awesome gains, visually and strengthwise. as for the sides, i got mild lumps i'm my boobs, but nothing that didn't go away after the cycle ended.
acne was/is my major problem. i got terrible cystic acne. i can't even really describe how bad. my dermotologist freaked out and called the whole office in to see. it was like i marbles under my skin. if i popped them, puss would forcefully spray out and splat all over the mirror (nice image, huh?).
the acne has now subsided, but the scars and pock marks that remain have ruined my summer. they are very deep and dark purple. the doctor says it will take at least a year for them to fade. she also said laser treatment might be in order.
anyways, here i am now, wanting to juice again. **** addiction...you get addicted to the way you look and feel...:D so i want to determine WHAT EXACTLY caused the acne so i can cut it out of my cycle next time. here are all the clues.
1) doctor didn't bat and eye when i said tren, but freaked when i said test.
2) on the other hand, people here seem to think its tren, not test that causes terrible acne.
3) i didn't get my acne till i started PCT. so could it have been the clomid? or been from massively unbalanced hormones? if this is the case, then will i get acne from ANY kind of cycle?
i have a bottle of test prop and 50 tabs of dbol. i'm scared to take the test prop for fear it is the culprit of the acne. i'm considering a dbol only cycle (yeah yeah, i know, god forbid a test-less cycle, but hell schwarzenegger did it, didn't he? ;)), but even then i'm still scared it will cause acne again.
what are yall's suggestions? i wanna cycle again, but i cannot afford anymore acne. i wanna believe it was the tren so i can just cut that out and continue on with my cycling life...but i'm afraid it isn't that simple.
thanks for the help.