I have the Itch

[956Vette]

SO Bad! I need to shoot so badly it is not even funny!

I am one week away from seeing an endocrinologist. And I am quite confident in being prescribed to hrt. But i hate that i know (or think i know) how to self medicate so well i mean, i have had all my lab tests done to my knowledge. Why not go ahead and beat the doctor to the script?

Generally, i am very patient...but recently, the girls surronding me are pushing my limits

Give me some feedback, and most of all, just tell me to STFU, and wait till i see the doc

[SportsMedVIP]

SHUT THE F*CK UP! Wait till you see your doc.

[ttuPrincess]

Generally, i am very patient...but recently, the girls surronding me are pushing my limits

not ot mention pushing the scale at about 200 also.. lol

[clockworks]

vette, i'm kinda lost here. you're getting prescribed HRT? i thought you were young...like around my age. did something go wrong?

[Demon Deacon]

how young is that clockworks?

[usualsuspect]

Realizing and vocalizing your addiction is the first and hardest step for getting help

J/K bro, I know the feeling that your going through. In your case though it sounds like its in your best interest, to just wait on the doctor to start HRT (how hard that may be).

Good luck!

[956Vette]

Thanks US. And yes clock, definately not textbook hrt.-hope to find out some answers myself. And props ttu, props good burn!

[Gilster]

I feel you bro. I saw the endocrinologist and he prescribed the hrt (test), and I am hording the gear to do a good cycle and using hcg to get my levels up. I just made a nice batch of enanthate to add to the Rx and I was drooling. I am waiting another 2 months or so if I can wait. I have been off gear for almost 2 years and I have actually had dreams of taking a shot and it was fantastic. I think I got a hard on during the dream. Just wait and make sure before you proceed.

MAN I KNOW WHAT YOU FEEL! I feel it right now.

[LORDBLiTZ]

Itch? You said it was more of a burning sensation.

[dizzle]

Itch? You said it was more of a burning sensation.

[956Vette]

MAN I KNOW WHAT YOU FEEL! I feel it right now.

Fwwwooohh, im not the only one!

Now, ive been clean for over a year, and havent really had too many symtoms of low test/etc. But now that i know i do on paper, it is really messing with my head!-What is this called, like when people see or read about new illnesses and they think they have it?

[956Vette]

Itch? You said it was more of a burning sensation.

thanks for the cream btw, thought you said it wasnt used though

[LORDBLiTZ]

bahahahhaha!!! Owned UUUUUUUUU

[Gilster]

Fwwwooohh, im not the only one!

Now, ive been clean for over a year, and havent really had too many symtoms of low test/etc. But now that i know i do on paper, it is really messing with my head!-What is this called, like when people see or read about new illnesses and they think they have it?

I actually did not know my levels were low. I am 40 something and I was just trying to get a script for viagra (purely for fun with the new g/f, after the divorce, who is half my age) and the doc tested me. Next thing I know I am at the endocrinologist's office reviewing results.They were actually low for my age and I felt no indication even tho I have been off for almost 2 years.

This sucks. I feel like loading up a syringe right now. I feel like a junkie.

BTW it is called a Hypochondriac(sp). I am right there with ya!

[956Vette]

Youre right Gil. And since i really havent had a chance to meet this doc, i obviously havent decided what angle & stance i need to use. I feel i legitimately need the script, but know he will want to hear about ED and lack of focus/depression also. Another ? on my mind is to what my drug history is...? I mean, i still got the "are you on steroids ?" question from a nurse the other week before surgery I know i would test clean obviously if he did not believe me about my drug use, so i wonder how smart or how dumb i should play it.... I mean i could come into his office prepared and have my hrt/endocrinology binder with me, etc. And if he trys to pawn some patch on me, i dont want to come across like a druggie or know-it-all when i know for a fact that is not what i want (and that it would not do well with other scripts that i take). And just as worse, having to go to his office e3w for a cyp inj of 200mg would be such a waste and poor choice in reguards to health as well as convienence.

[SportsMedVIP]

Youre right Gil. And since i really havent had a chance to meet this doc, i obviously havent decided what angle & stance i need to use. I feel i legitimately need the script, but know he will want to hear about ED and lack of focus/depression also. Another ? on my mind is to what my drug history is...? I mean, i still got the "are you on steroids ?" question from a nurse the other week before surgery I know i would test clean obviously if he did not believe me about my drug use, so i wonder how smart or how dumb i should play it.... I mean i could come into his office prepared and have my hrt/endocrinology binder with me, etc. And if he trys to pawn some patch on me, i dont want to come across like a druggie or know-it-all when i know for a fact that is not what i want (and that it would not do well with other scripts that i take). And just as worse, having to go to his office e3w for a cyp inj of 200mg would be such a waste and poor choice in reguards to health as well as convienence.

I'd say simply stating it's been a major concern of yours and you've looked online for hours since you found out you may be at risk would cover being knowledgeable about the subject. Just don't say anything that's not typical to HRT such as "Should I pick up some Nolva while I'm on this cycle?"

[956Vette]

I'd say simply stating it's been a major concern of yours and you've looked online for hours since you found out you may be at risk would cover being knowledgeable about the subject. Just don't say anything that's not typical to HRT such as "Should I pick up some Nolva while I'm on this cycle?"

Youre right. And i mean seriously, its not like i want to be his personal guinea pig. Ive already done this to myself for years now! I will of course opt to take hcg , nolv, arim/fem, and all else i feel is necessary reguardless of what he says at first. And i am always uncomfortable having others give me my shots, this always aggrevates me when i know i can do it so much better

[Gilster]

My opinion...AND I AM NOT A DOC!!......Use the info that he gives you and use it to your advantage. NEVER admit gear use. In the end, if I need to go on hrt it will be for life, so now or later I will need it. I'll just wait and self medicate with all the info they can give me to the best of my ability. I just used their info to get a script and told him that my gen practice doc would give me the shots and then I told the gen practice doc that the endo was going to give them to me. Somewhere along the line they lost trac of who was doing what and I got 2 scripts filled for cyp, and I want to try and get the 3rd next month. I knew I was not going to do that e3w crap. I started using hcg and clomid for 10 days every month and I have seen my levels go up close to norm by using the info they gave me and giving myself my own extended pct. Sit down and figure out a game plan. No one knows your body and what you have done to it better than you.

BTW....after this conversation there is no way I will be able to wait 2 more months...lol...I feel like starting tomorrow...lmao......sigh

[956Vette]

BTW....after this conversation there is no way I will be able to wait 2 more months...lol...I feel like starting tomorrow...lmao......sigh

Hey, you stay strong too! Appreciate your insight, and youve brought some good points to my attention. I will absolutely have to look further into that. i may have to hit you up soon and see what special formulas have worked for you

[Gilster]

Hey, you stay strong too!

F U bro I am shooing up right now....j/k...lol...I have put this of for 6 months as it is, so it is obvious I am waiting till the right time. I am not going to lie though...I want to right flipping now...but...sigh.....Gonna do a simple 12 weeks of 1g of test, with an overlap of that winny/var combo I am making and that is 2 months away. I am not fully supplied yet. Gotta wait and do it right.