man pct is the most dangerous part of the game we play. depresions and suicidal thoughts are normal and that is scary. I know best way is to take anti-depression but I don't have any access to them and my doc is a prick.
what can you do and what should be done to help with this.

1.experienced. maybe clomid or not thinking people are in the room when you are sleeping.
2.severe mood swings crying over anything
3.suicidal thoughts. thinking life is pointsless. this not a joke
4.colour visions problem.

anybody with any hints with out medication from doc?

I think there should be more threats of this and solutions!