I want to talk about anxiety attacks..
I will be doing test @ 500 a week only for my first cycle coming up soon ( As many know )
I am asking allot of questions and done years of research on this board.. I just want to talk about the anxiety that I will feel on this..
I want to give you guys some info about me, I do feel I am 100% ready for this cycle, I got EVERYTHING rdy to go, including all gear and PCT, along with training and diet in check..
To make a long story short about a year and a half ago my cousin died at my house while on vacation at only 23 years old ( A future body builder too )
We were doing stupid drugs that night. Since then my anxiety was pretty bad. Not during normal things, but for example I never smoked weed before in my life and some friends at work started to give me some for free, well after about a month of smoking every night, I had a panic attack, REALLY BAD!! And went to the ER over it, Obviously I never smoked again. I then had a major tooth ace a few months later and was givin vicodin, I just got a little nervous from it, no attacks or anything. But all these things obviously are very mind controlling so its normal for me to be a little nervous on this type of stuff. How does juice compare to these things?
Will I feel out of control on it? Will this increase my anxiety as much as those things listed? I have no anxiety any more but I am sure if I smoked again I would get nervous and freaked out.
No flaming guys Just lookin for the love and support I got from this board over the years I have been here.
Thanks all