when I was ending last cycle and during pct I was suicidal no question I was close killing myself. I have to admid it was the worst time of my life I started taking st.john's wort two weeks ago and now I am feeling amazing. good thoughts are coming back. I feel motivated again and I just started my 4th small cycle. I just want to share my experience and advice people to take st.john's wort and it does help alot. :lift: