life just keeps gettign worse. now surgery!!

[partyboynyc]

haven't been around with the mono and everythign else. the guys who know me knows it's been a bad year and it just got worse.....
diagnosed two days ago with a 12cm x 5 cm hematoma that is pressing on the vastus lateralis and the intermedius and they may have partial tears that will be found after aspirating the hematoma. to top if off possible bone marrow infection.
went to the orthopedist yesterday to have it drained and he tells me, "i'm not that worried about it." and didn't do anything, but take any xray.
so i'm on the phone all day today finding a new guy who is as ****ign worried about it as i am.
so things are down still, but just wanted to say hi to all my friends and let them know i'm thinking of them. rough year, but i'm still swinging at all obstacles. i know this **** is all supossed to make you stronger.with the year i have had i'm gonna be ****ign invincible by the time it's all over.
hope you guys and girls are all well!

[SplinterCell]

Sorry to hear about the **** your going thru man, hope it turns out for the best and good luck with it.

[guns626]

Hope everything improves. We will keep you in our prayers. Good luck!Peace

[BajanBastard]

Best of luck.

[Diesel]

**** PB!

Sorry to hear that things just seem to keeping rougher and rougher.

Do they definately have to operate?

[Jack87]

Partyboy you know we're tight right?
if you need to talk you hit me up...
We both have had rough years bro...

[GetinBig]

Good luck with everything bro...

[Juggernaut]

Sorry to hear that Party. I'll put you on my prayer list bro. Keep thinking positive.

[fitnessguy]

yeah i hope everything goes well, including the rest of the year...

[soo2bhuge]

Good luck bro!

[NoobJuice]

Get better bro. I feel 4 ya.

[KGBnine]

Good luck with all of the health probs. And good to see ya here posting again, I miss ur funny ass threads.

[stocky121]

take it easy bro and good luck

[xxxl83]

PB,
I hope things go well and work out in your favor. Just remember to keep your head up and no matter how tough things may get stay positive.

Good luck bro,

xxxl83

[Want-2-b-ripped]

I don't know you (I'm new) but that sucks man. I some what know how you feel I have a torn medial meniscus in my knee. So I'm down and out until try fix my knee sorry again for your luck. God bless...

[BIGp4]

goood luck with everything man!

[irish bulldog]

thats crap bro ,feel for ya man

[widowmaker2]

hope all goes well bro

[LeanMeOut]

Sorry to hear that PB....... good luck bro.

[partyboynyc]

he tried to aspirate the hematoma i have and got about 5 mls out(took a nice 18g to the area to drain it), but it's become apparent that i need to have it cut out.
so the end of next week i have to go into the hospital for surgery to have it removed. yup, getting cut wide open. i have never had to have surgery before even with all my injuries w/ sports.
not looking forward to this at all.
he basically gave me two options, 1.) leave it in and wait for infection to come as the encased blood may allow this to happen and pray it magically goes away or 2.) get this ****er out before something bad happens and possible infection sets in and then i'm really ****ed quick.
sorry i haven't been around that much. things are real fun these days as you can see.
good news was he told me i can train, bad news is only upper body that puts no stress on the lower body. i'm gonna hit the gym tomorrow for the first time in two weeks since this has gone down.
it never ends these days....thank for being there guys. best family in the world is right here!!

[Jack87]

Good luck bro... Keep us updated and let us know how things go...

[KGBnine]

Good luck and best of health to you.

[BDTR]

**** PB, good luck man. I've had my share of this crap, I know its no fun. Get better.

[partyboynyc]

and bdtr do i get a hug when it's all over??
well i went to the gym and hit shoulders today. first day in the gym in two weeks since thsi all went down. i can't tell you what a great mood i was in when i left. god i needed that so bad. gonna train up until the surgery which is wednesday march 1st. they called me today to set it up at the hospital.
i have to keep my spirits up by training because i am scared as **** about this. i'm not one of these guys who has to be a tough guy. i'm scared. they have to put me under which is even worse. i just want to wake up wih no complications having had happen while i'm under.
i'm even bringing my mom since i figure with ma dukes in the corner nothing bad can happen right?call me a bitch, but **** it.
hey you guys have been great. all love for my AR family!!

[QuieTSToRM33]

good luck with everything bro

[chevyboyzcry]

good luck with everything bro! but how did this happen? was it from the gear?