Murpheys got me in a head lock! I tapped out but he didn't let go.
God****, I need to create my OWN law; Murphey was a god****ed optimist. EVERYTHING goes wrong, even that which seems like it shouldn't/wouldn't.
Anyway, 1st cycle, and not only did I get bunk Enanthate, but when I told my c0ckholster of a dealer, (mind you, I never asked for a refund, only that he hook me up on future deals) he acted like I was the asshole. Of course, I explained to him these are the risks... I accept that I too took them... "In fact," I told him, my strongest belief is that it was real, and just underdosed. Anyway, the bottom line is, there are two of us taking the same exact cycle, and niether of us were getting Test like results. The first batch I believe to have been accurate, but the second batch of enanthate, which should have resulted in it finally kicking in, didn't do ****. I believe the first batch was good because my nuts had that slight ache, and I did gain a few pounds. I'm also on EQ, but I don't think that alone would put on much weight at all in 5 weeks because it doesnt even reach the critical dosage to be affective until week 7/8.
Anyway, since then, I have found another dealer, and a UGL. The UGL however won't be able to get **** to me quickly because they require an egold account or mail them money. Whatever. Small risk either way. The REAL risk, is I don't want to **** this cycle up any more than it already has been. Thus, I have recently bought some ****, it's US made, which means it's probably (if its real) pretty clean and accurately dosed. The thing is, I was much more limited in my choices of drugs. I want to stay with EQ, and I can buy more from the guy I had originally bought from... even tho the assfvckers not doing business with me any more (thats right, he cut me off because he sold me bunk gear - that he made a profit off of), he'll still sell to a friend of mine. How do you like a guy being prick to someone who got burned and wasn't even complaining????
What I have and who it's from:
From original prick -
1/2 bottle Prop (switched to prop because at least with prop I'll know if it's fake in 3 days, or underdosed.)
Planning on BUYING from the original prick:
EQ 200mg/ml, made by QV.
From another friend of mine:
Cypionate, 200mg/ml Upjohn MFG, pictures posted in another thread.
Anavar, 60 x 10mg, US pharmacy, pictures posted...
Deca, 200mg/ml, US pharmacy, pictures posted.
(All this guys stuff comes from a pharmacist, and is intended for human use.)
Now, my choices are this -
Regarding the Test -
- Gradually switch from Prop to Cyp...
- Stay on Prop
- Start Cyp and fvck the prop
Regarding EQ -
- Continue buying from the c0ckeater, and using EQ as planned.
- Use Deca from here out, which basically makes the last 53 days of EQ usage worthless because the affects were hardly achieved given the long ester.
Regarding Anavar -
- Use the shiot, I have it, why not.
- Save it for another cycle.
Basic elements that you'd probably want to know... not gaining much weight. I'm on day 53. I'm 6-3 205, this is my first cycle. I'm eating pretty well, 3500 cal per day minimum, normally 4000. I exercise regularly, and I ALWAYS get at least 8 hours of sleep.
Okay, hope I hear back from a few of you...
