Thinking of turning to the darkside
Ill be 22 in a few weeks and i'm seriously considering switching to the darkside. Nothing particularly heavy but i'm seriously considering the switch. I'll post up some pics up after my comp. Any opinions would be greatly welcomed. I will outline my reasons for and against as i currently see them.
For:
I will get closer to the body i desire before i hit 35
I will get stronger
I will get bigger
As i will be at the size i wish to be at in several years rather then many years there will be more time for me to persue other things as well. If i do it naturally it will take me the next 15+ years of constant dedication with no life outside of training. (Not saying steroids are a magic pill but i should be of equal size 'enhanced' at 25-6 as i would at 35+ naturally.
Hopefully i will feel more confident as i currently feel im in the wrong body.
Negative:
At 22 it could be harmful to my endocrine system
i could damage my liver (altho i would obviously take all the precautions)
BIG ONE i cant compete as a natural.
I will feel like im cheating
At 22 i have done quite a bit of growing but im not at my genetic limit.
I risk lowering my natural test production and sperm count permanently
its expensive
my parents would be ashamed
If i choose to compete again it will have to be in the non tested shows and that will mean high consumptions of gear to be competetive (something im not really comfortable with).