help me choose my winter bulk: deca or EQ w/cyp?
basics: 26 y/o, 6'6" 270lb @ 13% BF, lifting a long time, couple of legal cycles (M1T, 1-ad, SD, etc etc) but never pinned...diet is all whole grains, rice, veggies, oils and lots of meat, but i sometimes struggle to get enough cals in every day (takes 4-5k to maintain). anyway, winter bulker looks like this:
1-3 Superdrol 30mg ED
1-3 4-ad (oral) 900mg ED (a little jumpstart, kinda like prop)
1-12 test cyp 600mg/ew
7-12 MOHN 36-48mg ED (it's alot like var)
dex .5mg ED
finasteride 2mg ED
question is: i am seriously considering using EQ or deca to boost this cycle and hopefully reap the rewards of one of those drugs. my concerns are:
>> MPB prone - very slight but on androgenic stuff i can see shedding
>> HBP concerns - when i hold water, my BP goes up. been as high as 155/110 on bloaty cycles
>> I have reason to believe I may get anxiety from EQ....i used 1,4ad which is the direct precursor to boldenone and felt something that may have been anxiety. i am not a high strung person, but even with 600mg/day of this 1,4ad i could swear i was more apprehensive. tough call.
>> cant be too aggressive - have a serious job that demands a cool head
>> can't blow up like Piazza - i'd rather keep things pretty DL
reckon i should give one a try, or just stick with what i have? not worried about missing doses; i'm a psycho for pill-popping discipline. also they are both super cheap for me; wouldnt be $80 to run either the whole way.
thoughts? TIA