Any way back?

Hello, first off all I want to say it loud: IM AN IDIOT! Thats right, my workout were going well and I was starting to see results, but I was to young, I did my first cycle of 3000mg Masteron 6 months before turning 20, and 1 month before turning 20 I started my Test-E cycle, wich I finished 3 weeks ago. 5000mg over 8 weeks.

Im now in PCT on clomid and tamox.

My real question would be: Am I allready ****ed up? Is it possible that I might ever be able to get any real muscle growth without steroids now?

Anyway, my mind is set, not more steroids untill atleast 26 years of age (20 now).

So please bros, even tough I was ignorant - help me out with my questions here.

THANKS!

Get a full blood test done. Tests that include the following:

ENDOCRINOLOGY
Testosterone



LIVER FUNCTION TESTS
Albumin
Globulin
Total Protein
Bilirubin
Gamma GT
Alkaline Phosphatase
Aspartate Transferase (AST)
Alanine Transferase (ALT)

LIPID PROFILE
Triglycerides
Total Cholesterol
LDL Cholesterol
HDL Cholesterol
HDL/Cholesterol Ratio

KIDNEY FUNCTION
Urea
Creatinine

FULL BLOOD COUNT
RED CELL COUNT
Haemoglobin
Haematocrit (HCT)
Red Cell Count
Red Cell Distribution Width (RDW)
Mean Corpuscular Volume (MCV)
Mean Corpuscular Haemoglobin (MCH)
Mean Corpuscular Haemoglobin Concentration (MCHC)
DIFFERENTIAL WHITE CELL COUNT
White Cell Count
Neutrophils
Lymphocytes
Monocytes
Eosinophils
Basophils
Platelet Count
ESR

ELECTROLYTES
Sodium
Potassium
Chloride
Bicarbonate
Uric Acid

MUSCLE ENZYME
Creatine Kinase


MINERALS
Calcium
Phosphate


IRON STATUS PROFILE
Iron
Total Iron Binding Capacity

This way you can know for sure how your body has reacted/recovered to the AS it has experienced. It seems you have done some research, as you know what 'PCT' is and are currently using Clomid and Nolva to aid your recovery. I would think, if you take sufficient time off, your body will return to normal.

Thats great, I`ll call my doctor tomorrow :)
Thanks for the help bro, makes me sleep better!