Just turned to the 'darkside' (I hate calling it that btw)
So I just did it, shaved my thighs, showered, broke two ampules drew the stuff wiped hands and injectionspot and injected.
MAN was I nervous my hands were shaking my heart was racing, I jabbed it in the thigh and it went in TOO easy so I drew it back out, "fuck" i thought, changed needle again did it, but as it went in the second time I was gonna aspirate but I just thought that I forgot to push out the air this time in the needle, "fuck" pulled it out again changed needles pushed the air out of the needle and finally injected, and it took a damn time injecting the stuff too a good 20-30 seconds(it seemed like anyway). as soon as it was in I quickly pulled it out thinking "thank god its over" , applied pressure and showered quickly again.
Thing is I had prepared to inject 1gram of the stuff (frontload), divided in 2 shots in each thigh of 2ml each(500mg each). But after the first thigh man I didnt even wanna do the second one, luckily I hadnt opened the two remaining ampules , so now my right thigh looks like a needlepin, 3 holes damn. Oh and it hurt abit as my hands were shaking with the needle inside the muscle, now its all good though..
Never really was afraid of needles, no problems drawing blood at the hospital or anything, guess when youre doing it yourself like this...