PLEASE READ PLEASE: i need input!
winny only cycle i know terribel i use to be 185, but io havent ifted in about two months and i have been dealing with some leagal problems and facing jail time, (possesion with intent to sell narcotics) cought with a pound of mushrooms, so i have lost soem weight stres not lifting being an idiot. I may be goign to jail so i need to put on soem more wieght. I cant be to big cause i cant look liek i am a threat to anyone in jail, and i cant be to small so i am thinking a good wieght for me i am 5-7 is about 165 7% bf. I want to look strong but not liek a juice monkey and not leik iam out to hurt anyone just fit. I think i am about 155, 157 and i feel leik shit caus ei havent liften in ahwile and been drinkning a lot and i am really depressed. so i have uuntil decemebr 28 basically to become a machine. I am thiknig winny only becuase with any test i will hit 185 no problem. i am not to concerend about my libido, i dotn need oen in jail. so i now all of you guys are goign to say take test prop or soem type of test but i will blow up, for my sake what should i do. I already have to un touched things on winnny 50mgs, 20cc's each. PLEASE HELP ME OUT, and oen question, HOW MUCH WILL MY MUSCLE MEMORY HELP ME? WILL THE WINNY HELP MY BRING BACK SOME MUSCLE, i am very exp. with supplemtns i know the dieting that needs to take place worked at max muscle for one year. THANKS BROTHERS!