I snuck my first cycle, I didn't like doing that. (She thought I was just on M1T) I asked her tonight, and she freaked. MAJORLY. I used to heroin when I was younger, I've been sober for 8 years from everything (even beer)...so I think she thinks putting test in your ass is the same as shooting smack in your arm, I don't know. I'm hoping after this initial shock, she lightens up, I really want to do a PROP/TREN cycle starting in Feb, but I'd really like her to be in the know.
We watched the HBO Steroid special and she seemed moderately enlightened, she knows some friends of mine who are nice guys, good husbands, fathers etc, who juice....hopefully she'll come around.
If any of you have been through this and could offer some advice I'd appreciate.