NEED EVERYONES OPINION....plzzzz
Im still only 18 and have been training for 2 years and have a sound diet(i eat clean,meals are down to perfection,know my maintanenance level e.t.c), sound supplement plan, and sound training (consistent weight training AM cardio) e.t.c
I want to enter my first show next year.
I have been told and am well aware that if i was to do the show next year i would need to go on some kind of gear due to the fact everyone elses is on it and it would increase my chance of winning along with my own preparation and hard work...
yet my problem is that i am a diabetic and am insulin dependent...My diabeties is very well controlled and never out of place or never gets in the way of my normal life so in other words my HEALTH ISNT AFFECTED as im always under control...I am scared of taking gear with my condition due to the glucose intolerance AAS present e.t.c however i feel i could adapt to that not a problem.
I have been thinking that I should leave the show for another two or three years until i have gained even more knowledge with regard to bodybuilding on top of what i know already(i.e getting to know my body even better)and then proceed to take the gear..by that time i would be in my twentys..
OR
I should jump ahead and try the gear out without going in for the show and see how it affects me.
Then go in for the show a period of time l8r after i have used and experienced the gear whilst continuing to learn about my body even more.so i know how to cope with it.
I know i am far to young to be taking gear at the moment but with a competioton on my mind....i dont know what to think?? im always being told by the BIGGER BOYS ITS THE ONLY WAY TO GO WITH REGARD TO A SHOW IF YOU WANNA COME UP TOP i just think i should take somthing that will make me perform to my best if you know what i mean
I am doing alot of research at the moment over the internet and any advice would be extremly helpful.your advice will mean an awful lot to me