My ideas for 1st cycle, please help
BRIEF HISTORY:
I am 23, 5'10", 165 lbs, 8% bf, trained for 3.5 years (natural). In my first 1.5 years of training, I went from 135 lbs to 195 lbs. I lifted 1.5 hours 6 days per week and officially "overtrained", but seemed to grow regardless. I was benching 275, but was also at a very high fat %. I went on a massive cutting cycle and got to <160, and have been stepping up and down since. I have not gained in strength, but I have added size and development to my traps, shoulders and lats especially. My chest is much more developed looking, too. My fascia are probably a bit more stretched than my current muscle mass.
GOALS:
I want to put on ~20 pounds of muscle with as little sides as possible (ok, I'll settle for 15 lbs if its extremely lean an non-suppressive). I want it to be as clean of a bulk as possible, possibly no fat gain. I also want to add some significant strength, but this is second priority. I would like to work on developlment and striations, too, but I am content to wait for another cycle to do that. As a sidenote, I am very paranoid about gyno. I want to absolutely avoid it at all costs.
CURRENT IDEAS:
(Remember that I am trying to avoid gyno and fat gain)
I am thinking of these stacks:
stack 1:
week 4-11: anavar 40mg/day
week 1-9: boldenone inject 200mg every 5 days
week 1-11: liquidex .25-.5mg (how much???)
arimidex + nolvadex (tapered) postcycle
stack 2:
week 4-10: stanazolol 50mg/day
week 1-8: boldenone inject 200mg every 5 days
week 1-11: liquidex .25-.5mg (how much???)
arimidex + nolvadex (tapered) postcycle
stack 3:
week 1-8: anavar 40mg/day
week 4-8: stanazolol 50mg/day
arimidex + nolvadex (tapered) postcycle
stack 4:
week 4-11: anavar 40mg/day
week 1-9: primobolan
week 1-11: liquidex .25-.5mg (how much???)
arimidex + nolvadex (tapered) postcycle
I have access to almost any steroid legally (over-the-counter). I don't want to use aromatizing steroids, so I chose boldenone or primobolan as a massing steroid (less estrogen issues) and plan to use lots of arimidex. Is gyno still a risk with boldenone if I use arimidex? I am also thinking of using HCG during the cycle to minimize test suppression. That way I won't be likely to have estrogen backlash...
Basically, I'm just looking for people to tell me what they think I should do. Have an idea for me? Post it, even if it is totally different from my ideas. I don't really know what I'm doing. Thanks a lot for any ideas, sorry it was so long.