So to recap my leg is fucked. The swelling has gotten a bit worse since I decided to walk to the corner store to get some pain killers. This shit is so damn painful it's really not funny. Throw in these damn itchy nipples of mine that aren't getting better on their own - hoping for my bromo tomorrow but who the fuck knows. Also, I just walked past a mirror and now I feel kind of fat too. You'd think once you get below the 10% bf mark that you wouldn't feel fat anymore but oh no, that is so not the mother fucking case. I'm a prime candidate for suicide at the moment and frankly I don't see how anyone could blame me. The wors tof it all is that it's my own damn doing. Retarded people are smarter than me and probably prettier too. Why Lord? Why?