Help on first cycle. Unique circumstances...experts needed
First of all thank you for taking the time to read this. Any and all info is appreciated.
Here's the deal...
I am almost 22 years old, am currently 5'6" and weigh 130 pounds. I was diagnosed with Crohn's Disease 7 years ago, and had surgery done in May of 2002. I was just tested yesterday, and I am still disease free, and will probably stay that way for a while. I've allready gotten some information, and A/S will not aggravate or affect my illness in any way.
Now 130 is the most I've ever weighed. After my surgery I was down to 105(sad), and after a month I was in the gym, and I hit my current weight after just a few months of working out(I had worked out a year before the surgery, before my illness got out of control, and I also hit 130 back then). For the past 2 months though, my weight has not budged. My strength has increased, but not the weight. I would have to say that I eat fairly well, even though I guess I could eat a lot more.
But what I want to do is start A/S to get between 150-160, which would quite possibly make me the happiest person alive. During the summer a friend of mine gave me some Anapolan(full cycle I believe), and Proviron. After doing my research, I don't think that's what I want to take though. I also have Testosterone available from another friend, and even though I keep telling him that their should be more to the name, he says that's all that is on the box.
(this is getting long....thank you for your patience)
So here finally is the question. Is it wise for me to start taking a stack of A/S, or is it too early? And if I decide to be reckless and do a cycle right now, will it be ok? I don't want to be a 200+ pound behemoth, just to 160 (I do Brazilian Jiu-Jitsu and Muay Thai...want to do MMA), so I don't think I need hardcore A/S.
Again, from some of the research I've done, these are some of the agents I'm interested in: Dianabol, Sustanon, Clomid, Parabolan.
What I need to know, is in what combination should I take those? Should I take them at all, or something different? Also remember that I allready have Anapolan, Proviron, and Testosterone available to me. Preferably I want as little water weight as possible, but I understand that sometimes that cannot be avoided.
Really sorry for the long post, but I felt that information was necessary so that the experts out here can give me a good answer.
Thanks again, and ANY info is appreciated.