comments on my first cycle?

[1nada1]

First of all hi everyone, im new here and to steroids all together!
im a female, 5'3,145lb, 21% BF, and 23 yo
im a crossfitter and do alot of lifting. I train 5-6 days
I eat from 1300-1700 cal depending on how intense the tranining session was
I am doing carbbackloading , been 12 days nw, first ten was carb depletetion znd 2 days were actual carb backloading( doing it clean though no junk food ,ie rice and white potatoes figs and such)
I want to increase my strength alot and get ripped, not really shredded just ripped and able to see a cut body and be able to see the muscke I know is under there.
Lifts: squat: 265lb
Deadlift 385
FS 235
bench press 205
snatch 157
clean 198

Not sure if there is any other info I need to add but if there is anything missing just let me know

it has been a 10 days on mycycle of
2 iu hgh everyday
20mg anavar everyday
20mg winstrol everyday
I want to add clen for fat loss but want to remove either anavar or winstrol , which one should I remove?
I will be taking 20 mcg for 2 days and then 40mcg for 2 days and see how I tolerate it then go upto 60 mcg and then 80 mcg. And continue with 80mcg until the end of the 2 weeks then break for 2 weeks. Will do that for 3 times or if I reach the body I want before it.

And suggestions or recommendations?

[austinite]

Just read your stats and cycle, no other commentary. I would stop what you're doing and read the first cycle sticky. You don't have to do exactly as it says, but it should be clear to you once you've read. You'll see everything you're doing wrong.

[matri.x]

keep the clen for after cycle, it will help you keep the gain