bringing nuts back while on mild cycle without hcg
i am pretty depressed about losing my nuts. i am actually only on a very weak baby cycle of 30 mgs daily of var. my nuts have definately shrunk some but seem to fluctuate a little in size throughout the day. i am guessing that this is because the var isn't completely shutting me down but only is suppressing some of my natural test. i also have a very diminished sex drive and feel really shitty especially in the morning and afternoon hours. my question is: can i use clomid to try and spark my testes back to their original size even if i continue cycling? i know it wouldn't do anything for someone who is shut down but i really doubt i am completely down. (btw, no i don't have hcg and yes i know that this would do what i want but like i said i don't have it and probably wouldn't want to use it either.) i feel depressed a lot and i am pretty desperate here so any help or support would be nice. i really have considered but am torn between just ending short my cycle and starting clomid now or completing or at least have some more time on the cycle because i did really want to see more gains, which i am making slowly. please help me out. thanks to all who reply.
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