This is my 4th cycle. I'm beginning wk 4 of test enanthate 250mg/e3d and i'm beginning to think that this shit is a bad idea right now.
Today I was training at the gym and my ex of 3 months (broken up 3 months) shows up to work out. Now I haven't seen her in about 4 days and we do not talk, period.
The Mere Sight of her sent me into a fierce rage. Nothing was said, we didn't even make eye contact and never got close to each other. And I felt like choking the shit out of her. But thank goodness God gave me a bit of sense. I was pissed off and in a another world for almost an hour after I left the gym. The only positive thing I got out of seeing her was that it kicked my workout into Mach 3. This is the first time that this has happened, to this extent, so far.
Has anyone experienced anything like this? Without words, just the sight of something you do not like making you just go ape shit? Or do I need to just suck it up? I usually see her for an hour or so everyday, but something just snapped today, like it never has before. I'm a little worried that I may do something very fucking dumb.