help a brotha out, please, low sex drive!
ok heres the situation. juiced for 9 yrs or so. pretty heavy early the first 5 years or so test/deca cycles, winny and have used nolva,clomid and proviron too. some long cycles then as long as 6 months at a time. the last 4 years have been on and off and more recently have been off. after quiting cold turkey a while back i noticed that my sex drive was gone.as soon as i get on test again it comes back some but i dont want to be dependant on this forever. am i doomed? the thing is i havent been on for about 8 months. ive been to the dr and my test levels are low. so he gave me the test cream and i still dont have the sex drive. i quit the cream and now my "total" test is really high in the 1000's. but still i have no sex drive. what could be going on here? yes ive tried viagra/cialas and it doesnt really help. more importantly what can be done now? any thoughts or suggestions great appreciated.