Does the Sandman ever come back?
I am one week into a fairly heavy cycle (for me) Haven't done any in 2-3 years and back then it wasn't much. Here is the schedule. Sust 250 eod with 100 ml deca. then a 2ml deca shot a week also. so it looks like this so far.
Day Sust. Deca.
Tues 250 100
Weds 000 200
thurs 250 100
Sat. 250 100
Mon 250 300 (2 shots)
Weds 250 100 (next)
Basically about 875ml of sus and 500 mill deca every week. mol
So my Question is when do I get to sleep again. I am lucky if I get 1-1.5 hrs a night anymore. All I do is toss and turn till like 1-2 in the am. and then the alarm goes off at 3:30. Suprisingly I am able to get up (like I have a choice) fairly easy. Even on the days when I do cardio in the morning and then lift later in the day I still can't fall asleep. How long does this last. I took 1/2 a xanax the other night and it helped, but that is the last shit I need to get hooked on.
Any Ideas, thoughts, suggestions.
It is really starting to piss me off because I know you only grow when you are sleeping. And that just makes me more angry making it harder to fall asleep.
I read a entire maxim from front to back last night. Before that I read better than 50% of a National Geographic and still couldn't saw logs.