depression AND aggresion DURRING a cycle?wtf is up with me?
im gonna be totally honest with every1 and just say, this entire week has been really ****ty for me.my cypionate isnt kickin in yet b/c i just started my second week.i need to ask a few questions though.
1)is it unusual to get depressed DURRING a cycle?durring the first couple weeks of a cycle for the most part?ive never been this depressed in a long time.usually depression to me is a mental thing and as long as i dont think about it, i can deal with it, but this time its almost unstopable.
2)im starting to have ALOT more aggresion, yesterday night i got really pissed at my best friend b/c I thought he stole my weight belt.my girl was pissed b/c i have to go somewhere with her where i DONT want to go in the first place but shes hardheaded. i was tryin to call her and she didnt pick up so for no reason, outta nowhere, i yelled like i do in my powerlifting meets and punched and broke my windshield.
for the worst part though, the depression is coming to me IN the gym, and the aggression is coming OUT of the gym with aggravates me even more.
can anyone help?wtf is up with me?