Thanks for venting, I like to do that sometimes as well SS. Seems like you're at a mark where you're starting to realize that GH is not a wonder drug. For some reason some think that it will pack lbs. and lbs. of LBM on you. Sure with the addition of AAS its unstoppable. Are you using it synergistically with AAS or alone?????
As far as the topic of GH and it's financial value will vary from person to person. There are some that grab their ankles and pay $5 an IU.
Then there are people that get kits for under $200 
. So to some its completely worth it.
Many have gotten on my case about the use of GH and my age. But when I"m on GH I feel better, sleep better and have a better overall appearance. Not to mention how it aids in several different ways with training. I"ve been off for a couple of months and am gettign back on next month for 8 months at 4iu 5/2.
to sum up my personal experience I like it and am obviously using it again. No doubt in my mind that AAS will pack on waaaaaaaaaay more LBM then GH. It's all oriented around ones goal(s) and preferences. Hope this helps a little. Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhso nice to vent...........