Please Help Have been Sick for 9 days No end in sight

I have been on test e cycle for 8 weeks have gone to doctor, got tested for flu, strep throat, her tests came up negative. Have very swollen lymph nodes in throat, sweating profusely every night drenching sheets i keep changing. And high fever and weakness. Sore throat but no coughing really.

She wanted to do a blood tests but of course i said no. Blaimed it on because Im self pay. She gave me penecillin and it hasnt done shit. Now i know people are dying over the flu around here a 27 year old PT just died from it. What do I do? If they find out im juicin wont it go on some record and fuck up my insurance forever (when i eventually get it)?

What the hell should i do? Also continue or stop injects? Only running 450 per week test e

Glad to see so much help from yall for someone suffering so much

Maybe if the mod didnt move it to this when it has nothing to do with confidential blood testing people would have seen this who had some decent answers