So apparently I think I have accromegaly.
BTW never took steroids or growth hormone, etc. Always trained as a natural and I'm actually very big and muscular at 245 lns, 6'2, 16% bf. 32 years old.
My total testosterone is 471. When I was 19 it was 880.
My IGF-1 is 330 (88-246)
AST is 47 (0-40)
I have all the signs of accromegaly, including a big head, big hands, big feet, strong muscular body, high blood pressure, slightly enlarged heart... Probably forgetting a few things.
This sort of explains why I don't feel as vibrant as someone who is high in T, but yet I am still able to make progress in the gym. I never understood that about myself, but now it makes sense.
Now I'm going to have to consider going on TRT because I honestly feel depressed and crappy most of the time - and for my age the average is 600-650.
I'm thinking my pituitary is effed up, probably have a tumor it (hopefully benign). Docs probably won't prescribe TRT for someone with my levels, but I'm not happy being at this low level - I'm by all accounts a manly man. Big, strong, and hairy. I should have T that matches my body. It's very weird.