I'm feeling depressed as hell all day today to the point of taking a gun and blowing my brians out. I think its got to do with me going to a titty bar last night. I hate those places. Made me think of my ex gf who I was madly in love with and who was perfect for me and then I moved and things went to shti and now she is a compeltely differnet person and we will NEVER talk again and never get back and I cant find anyone and then I bought a ****ing house and now I want to goto law school and cant because I gotta pay for the ****ing house and ****!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm just feeling like ****. Someone cheer me up.